changes...

y have you changed?
i was shocked when i felt the changes in you...
you were different from before...
last year, you were my closest friend; but now, i dont know you anymore...
its funny that of all the girls, i made oyu fall in love with me...

but its dissapointing that because of that love, you'd turn away from...






you are the one i told my secrets before..
someone that i could turn to whenever i feel blue..
the shoulder that i could cry on...
the person that i seem t0 be loving as my friend..
i was so blessed i had you in my life...




but then, another school year comes..
there was this big revelation...
you told my friends that you love me..
i herad it..
i was happy at first...




so glad that you fell in love with me...
you expressed it from june to august..
you accompanied whenever i go home..
you even used sweet words to show your concern..
i always chat with you and then i felt something...
something thats weird..




and just one time,...
i knew it...
i felt the same as yours..
i love you..


from that time on, i observed what was going on between us..
u were aloof..
making me feel you never loved me..
i was hurt but who am i to complain?

you never explained why you acted differently..
oh why have you changed?
i wish you never did...
coz i have loved you the simple person you were....


but now, I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU...

wat a sembreak...

its really irritating..
y cant i be happy?
y cant i understand him?
he is going to say that he loves but why cant i feel it?
i tried reaching out to himn but what do i get?
words that would only hurt and disappoint me..
if you dont want to express it to me, fine..
im not longing for any of your attention.
i may have loved you but its useless.
u know what, you are a shit!!!
you only made my tears fell often...
i thought you were different from him...
but you are all the same...
you dont know how to take care of a girl's heart...



and above all,if you'll only hurt a girl intentionally, better yet, never love a girl....

a start...

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