th reasons...

ok...
and so i found out the reason why God did not let me fall to another guy...
i get...
i now understand..
at first i thought, it was the end..
i thought i am the only one suffering..


i was wrong..
he was hurt...
i felt it..
im sorry for judging you..
and thanks anyway coz u made me happy once agen..
i just hope u wont slip away agen without any notice...


ahmmmmm...
i hope this would last...
maybe im happy when it comes to matters of love..

but im not happy actually..
knowing i lost my cousin..
i miss her..
i feel guilty coz i was never good to her..
im sorry couz...
im really am sorry.........